The last mile: School is becoming way too short. There’s barely enough time left. I’m still scared, but I’m ready to take on what comes with this new mystery life has to offer. We all used to want to grow up so fast, now I’m on the borderline of whether I want to even grow up. I miss being a kid and having no worries. My main worry is about college, whether I’m in the right direction, where I wanna be, if I choose the right path, if I’m gonna have money problems. I don’t worry so much about my life with family or friends. When life is perfect, can it stay tht way pleaseeeeee?

420: Was such a good day. It was my unofficial’s birthday. I wanted it to be his day, but he shared it with me by asking me to prom. My friends helped him a lot. BUFF helped the most coming up with the idea. I swear she should become a planner or something along with the pistol. They’re great at tht stuff. I suck. All I can do is give random gifts and make ppl laugh. Anyways I was asked by fruit. Sweetmix cut out watermelon pieces to say prom and pretty much called me out as soon as I got there. I swear my friends are crazy. I enjoy them. I had a lot of one on one time with the unofficial too. It was nice and fun. I totally got upset at him a lil bit bcuz all of the funky business tht was going on with our friends. I didn’t know if they were planning something for him or me. Suspicious beyond the max. Sigh, this guy is perfect. I wouldn’t mind ending up with him in the very end. He gives me hope. He makes me happy. He’s everything I want and need. I won’t say I’m in love with him. I won’t predict the future. I dunno what love is, but I can feel like this is not any ordinary relationship we’ve got in our hands. I really really really like this guy. Let’s hope for the best :)

Prom: Honestly, I’ve been annoyed of ppl asking me about my prom dress. What happened to wait and see? Surprises? Telling them the color and style is enough right? They want pics and stuff.. sigh. Why. Anyways. My dress is champagne colored or like a tan/gold color. Long. Simple. Halter top. Nothing too wow. I just really liked the color. I’m not going to NF’s prom. Decided it was a waste of money to go to two proms. I want tht once in a lifetime experience too. Hmm. Need shoes. Needa get a boutonniere for the guy. I think we’re both gonna let my sister make my corsage and his boutonniere. What’s the point of buying an expensive flower to wear for a couple of hrs? Am I cheap? lol Just like to save money. Be green.

Cranky-ness: I’ve been wanting to argue and punch ppl in the faces so much for these past couple of wks. I have no idea why. Like lil things get to me and get on my nerves nowadays. I’m just so glad to have ppl tht will put up with me. I guess I do like to argue and stuff, but sigh, I hate disappointing ppl. Lemme know if I’m acting too much like a brat or just being over the top overemotional, over-thinking.

Mayterm: I cannot wait for mayterm where I’d only hafta worry about two classes. I got the second part of govt with the same teacher I had for the first part, so I’m already used to his methods. I also got volleyball and tht can’t be tht hard. I love sports. I chose volleyball bcuz I wanna learn how to serve better. Other than tht, I’m an okay teammate. I can’t wait to wake up later and get to have more fun. I’m excited to spend more time with friends and stuff. TOO EXCITED.

Job: I think this wk is it… I’mma finally apply to Once Upon a Child. I’m so lazy, but I wanna make my own money and help some. Can’t be too bad.

I ran out of brain juice. it’s nearly 2:30 AM. Gotta wrap this up. Goodnight sleeptightt! smooches&deuces :)